Adult time

My kids are headed to their 'dad' weekend to stay at the grandparents' home. I get 3 days all to myself (or will I share them?) and I am thrilled.
Will I miss the kids, sure, but they come back and it is good for them to spend some time with the other side of the family.
I am relishing my personal time. Really love the freedom and independence it brings - and other intangible delights...
OK - some are tangible - but they are private and you will just have to not know what those are.
Enjoy your holiday.

Things I Love

I love Cirque du Soliel
Seen 2 of their shows in the past months time and I just love them -
the very next one I want to see is O

Bad Human

OK - I am a bad human - I think my status as such should be revoked.
I skipped a dentist appointment today - just because I can't stand the dentist, didn't want the pain, and well - *something* better came along...
I shall burn in hell with a smile playing across my lips...

More Random Crap

So - I went to an 'event' this evening for Botox. The fact that I am 42 and got carded buying beer last Friday kind of gives a little background on why the whole thing kind of bored me... and perplexed me. and bored me.
I got more bigger stuff to be bothered with.
but--- segue here...
I met a fellow there who said he was sure he knew me, likes to keep track of red heads... well - the diatribe of 'why red heads are cool' ensued. and one thing he said that was a little funny was 'red heads are always over sexed' well I immediately disagreed and pled my case for *more* and then he said 'and they always lament that they are not'.
Well - what do you do with that?
(I drove straight home - made no attempt at procuring 'booty call' as it were - and was uncomfortable the entire ride - well still am )
Dammit.

Feelings - whoa whoa whoa

How many emotions can a person feel at one moment - and remain sane and balanced?
Not sure - but it does give you that 'fresh off the roller coaster, I think I am going to hurl' kind of feeling.
Most disconcerting are the feelings that sneak up behind your ear and hit you like a 2x4. Usually when you are driving and the song on the radio takes you somewhere else and allows the feeling to sneak without your noticing it...
Personally - almost every emotion that crosses my psyche gets dissected. Some warrant a call to my BFF for help with the dissection. and reassurance that I am 'normal'. But always the dissection yields interesting glimpses into my person - who I am so intrigued by.
I know myself pretty well - much better than most - purely because of this pathological need to constantly view cross sections of my angst- but there are times I have shocked myself with my own intensity.
I do like owning and steering my mood - lately it has been a crap shoot though. Working on it...